I Find You

I think the universe likes to remind me of you sometimes because whenever I try to forget, I find you. I find you in every Fall Out Boy song and when I hear them on the radio I can't help but laugh as I remember the time your mother sang the words wrong. It evokes nostalgic memories, ones that are now wrapped in sadness. Still, I turn the volume up every time The Phoenix plays. I find you in the sunflowers that have found a home in my back garden. I planted them before we even met but, unlike the roses I brought myself a few weeks ago, I don't let them die because I know they are your favourite. I find you in between pages of my favourite books or in the tv shows that I have gotten so attached to and for a while, I allow myself to get lost in their world because I can't be in yours.

              

4 comments:

  1. This will forever be one of my favorite posts ever. The sad and nostalgic feeling it carries with it, bringing back all these memories and small moments shared together with someone special and how they at least to come back to life in your mind. Thats the beautiful and amazing thing about this post, it manages to bring all these treasured memories and special moments back to you, even thought it is through the memories of other. I dont know about you, but i find this extremely powerful and wonderful, and i will forever love this.

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  2. I always come back to read this.

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  3. One of my favourite posts of yours, I feel like I say that a lot and that's because i'm your biggest *

    But it's as though I can really feel what you're feeling whenever I read this post and it's one I often come back to.

    *Fan, not enemy but you know I had to miss the word out again for old time's sake *wink face*

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  4. I want to be in a love like this.

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